I should start taking my camera along when I go to places, even the most mundane ones. There's beauty to be found in all of it, you know. I forget that sometimes. My eyes look...buy they rarely see what they should. Sometimes I think I lost a lot of my creativity and life almost seven months ago. Even though I haven't been producing much in the past few months as I figure things out within myself, the few things I have produced (photographs, poems, and short stories) have been pretty good (and I'm usually hard on myself). This feeling...fuels me and holds me back at the same time. But I am getting better. I know it.